Imagine what an unpleasant person I'd be right now if I weren't suicidal


Dec 18, 2018
Remember how Swordstick raged that he couldn't have Florelle? Well, I don't rage. I just turn all the negative emotions inward and sit here quietly counting up the hours of my doom.

This is like a FIFA World Cup soccer match, where the timer counts up but we don't know exactly when the final whistle will blow. Well, we are now approaching halftime, I know that much.

The same way a homicidal maniac might cackle gleefully as he took a butcher knife to screaming innocent children, I feel happy right now too, as my body works out its own destruction.